This photograph
was taken at the San Diego Zoo. It is a photo of me trying my best to mimic the
pose of this statue of a gorilla. The caption states “We didn’t even plan
this…”. In Camera Lucida, Roland Barthes examines the use of posing and its
role in using photography to create an identity for oneself. In being
photographed, he explains, “I pose, I know I am posing, I want you to know that
I am posing. […] What I want, in short, is that my (mobile) image […] coincide
with my (profound) self” (Barthes Camera Lucida
12). In other words, Barthes uses a certain pose as an attempt to create his
identity for the spectator. For this
reason, “photography is anything but subtle” (Ibid, 12) as it forces the
referent to create an identity – something that takes conscious effort and very
rarely appears natural.
In
this photo, I am posing in such a way to accomplish a couple things: first to
point out how ridiculous the statue is, and second to show my creativity. In
doing so, I am trying to construct an identity for myself. In essence, I want
people to think I am funny – someone who does not take things too seriously and
likes to have a good time. If the camera
were not present, I would not be making such an effort to emulate this statue
(at least I hope not). It is only once I am aware I am under the scope of the
lens of the camera, that I feel I must pose in a certain way to reveal my true
self. Therefore, I use photography in my
life as mechanism to relate how I view myself with how society views me. I use
photography to unite these two views and ultimately establish an identity of my
true self.
Barthes never feels like himself
when he is in front of the camera. He
explains, “I do not stop imitating myself, and because of this, each time I am
(or let myself be) photographed, I invariably suffer from a sensation of
inauthenticity, sometimes of imposture” (Ibid, 13). By trying so hard to
construct a duplication of his true self in his pose, Barthes feels as if he is
on the outside trying to act as himself.
In other words, when he is in front of the lens he is no longer Roland
Barthes, but rather a man trying to appear as Barthes – he is an imposter. In
this way, “the Photograph is the advent of myself as other: a cunning
dissociation of consciousness from identity” (Ibid, 12). In this photo of me
pretending to be attacked by the cougar statue, I am poking fun at the
inauthenticity of the pose of the statue in such a way to highlight this
inauthenticity Barthes feels every time he poses for a photograph. When being photographed, we are no longer
ourselves. Rather, we are a combination of who we think we are, who we want
others to think we are, who the photographer thinks we are, and who the
photographer wants us to be (for the sake of his or her art).
As one subject, it is not possible
to be all these different identities at once. However, Barthes says “the
Photograph (the one I intend)
represents that very subtle moment when, to tell the truth, I am neither
subject nor object but a subject who feels his becoming an object: I then
experience a micro-version of death: I am truly becoming a specter” (Ibid, 14).
In other words, in transitioning from subject to object, it is like dying. As an object now, you are able to represent
this combination of identities as Barthes claims “the Photograph creates my
body or mortifies it, according to its caprice” (11). It is this mortification or deadening that
de-animates a subject and converts him or her to an object - an object that is
defined by an act (or pose) and now serves to represent the subject.
Barthes becomes an object
in posing and I am a body posing as an object in these two photographs. How
then, can an object transition to a subject? And what would the effects of this
be? For the remainder of this blog, I will use spirit photography to epitomize
this transformation and assess the reasons objects become subjects and the
effects of such a phenomenon.
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